The love of my life has made up in his mind that out of the blue he thinks that we should wait to try for a baby now I feel so hurt why in the world would we get all of the test ran then you say let\'s wait the doctor want me to start the clomid I feel so hurt I really do not understand what he is thinking I feel like it is not a big deal to him because he already has a daughter and things wouldn\'t be so bad if he said let\'s wait a month or maybe six months he is saying he doesn\'t know but it will be one day I\'m 26 I would like to start now I\'m trying to tell him that the clomid is not a sure thing we might have to try other things and if I having problems now what do you think is going to happen in a couple of years everything will just go away and I\'ll be fine I really looking at him in a different way now I feel that he is really being selfish and I really don\'t feel like I have a choice he asked me are you going to force me or pressure me into fathering a child I just don\'t know what to do I feel so lost and hurt and he is never like this he is always sweet and loving it\'s like I don\'t know him!
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