First off, you're entitled to feel whatever you feel and you shouldn't feel bad about it. I am 39, with several nieces, nephews and younger cousins who have children already and friends who have kids graduating highschool. In the beginning i felt sorrow for myself, but as time goes on i remind myself that no one's path will mimic another persons. Our individual paths are the paths God chose for us. You may not feel it now, but your path is going to be harder than everyone elses but so rewarding in the end (whatever that may look like).

But, the feelings you feel are common among the women who have suffered infant loss, miscarriage, stillbirths or never been pregnant even 1 day. It is a loss no matter how it occurs. Take your time getting to a place of comfort, but also don't let discomfort and fear prevent you from opening up to others. You would be surprised at the support you receive. Much love and patience will come your way. I promise! Hang in there, don't give up and always follow your heart (and your gut sometimes)

I am sorry you are going through this. The situation sounds natural, as we usually meet people with whom we can share our happy and sad moments, who can understand and support us. Picture this: you won't be probably enjoying a company of Sumo fighters or swimmers, as there no news to share and discuss. So, the situation of your friends with kids and yours are quite different, and it's great you know that. Once, you will meet persons in the same situation as you are in, you will see the difference, as they usually know what they can, cannnot, should ask you, how to support, and what to advice. Once you will meet your new friends you will see that you do not need to feel negative emotions, and will be happy knowing your friends will always support your.