I've posted on here a few times about mine and my husbands story with infertility. We have been struggling for 4 years to have a child. Last month we went to a fertility specialist and I found out I have PCOS and my husbands sperm has poor motility. He was very sure that he could get us pregnant with IVF but he wants to have a few more tests done first. We go back next week for a endometrial biopsy and saline ultrasound and another sample from my husband. He put my husband on some vitamins to try and help and put me on metformin (which has about killed me, it is hard on the body for sure).  But lately I haven't been depressed, I've actually been hopeful. I even thought maybe we'll get pregnant on our own taking these medications since I know so many people who got pregnant on metformin the first month taking it. But... then I start my period and my heart starts to hurt again. I'm ready to go back to the doctor next week but I'm scared. What if they find more wrong with me? What if they don't and we do IVF and it fails? My cousin is literally in labor as I type this and I can't help but wish that was me in that labor and delivery room getting ready to welcome a miracle into the world. I'm just scared and I'm losing my hopefulness again.