Well yet more people around me have joined the baby train. We have been trying for 4 years now and I would think it would be our turn for happy news instead EVERYONE and I do mean EVERYONE else around us is pregnant. I am NOT exaggerating the EVERYONE. If you even heard all the people in our lives that are pregnant/have babies you would think it was a sick joke. The "accidents" the "oh we didn't mean to" and even the "I did heroine". I am extremely down in the dumps. And to even put icing on the cake...there was a baby announcement in my work email this morning. Twins...a boy and a girl...perfect. I am sick of it. I feel God has given me more than I can handle with being surrounded by these happy baby news stories. I am waiting for my happiness and it looks like I have been forgotten.
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