on friday morning i went to my re and found out that my body was not responding well enough to the meds and i only had one good follicle and two others that were not so good. they told me that i would not be able to do ivf this month because of it but that i would be able to do another iui on saturday. i was not sure that i wanted to do this as i have done three iui's before and they did not work. also friday afternoon was my grandfathers funeral. i have been through so much this week and basically have had tons of bad news handed to me on a platter. i feel so horrible and i am under so much stress. i went home and talked to dh and he said that we should go through with the iui so that this cycle would not be wasted and if it works this time than that would be great. i did the iui on saturday and it was very painful as they had a hard time finding my cervix and inserting the catheter. i was in pain all day sat and sun. today i am feeling much better but the amount of stress with losing my grandpa is still overwhelming and i am worried that it will have a negative impact on the iui and that it wont work. i am trying to stay positive and remember all of the good and happy times with my grandpa. i took off of work this week because it has been so much for me to handle and i realy want things to finally start looking up for me. please send some prayers my way as i could really use them.
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