12dpo and the same feeling as 11dpo. Just plain "unpregnant" maybe it's my system preparing me for a BFN with the BETA on Monday. Or just keeping me from getting my hopes up. I'm overly tired lately. I typically go to bed after midnight and the past week I haven't made it past 9:30 awake and 8:00 in bed. I'm usually quite the outgoing and talkative person with friends and family...I've been so quiet this past week. Really reserved. I just feel down in the dumps. I tried to do some baking last night that usually helps....my co-workers appreciate it cause they get all the cookies, but I don't feel any better. I'm having my dining room recarpeted on Saturday cause I'm tired of the old crap we have in there now (gold-brown shag...ew) and my parents are coming over for Brunch on Sunday. So I have a busy weekend and am hoping that will keep my mind off it, but other than that I'm just trying to deal with everything. Like I said I feel very "unpregnant" but at the same time I am not feeling any of things I usually feel when AF is on her way either...I'm so confused! My boobs don't hurt as much either, but they are still tender. And the stupid estrogen patch I am wearing won't stay on my hip so on Sunday when I have to switch it out I will have to find a new spot. UGH! 2ww needs to GO AWAY! Sorry had to vent a bit.
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