I have never dreamed of pregnancy or having baby until last week. I had a beautiful baby in my arm except it was extremely small like the size of a kids shoe. I was sooo happy and proud of my small baby. It felt so real until I woke up. I cried, but then I had to remind myself to get out of that dark side. I've been volunteering at the animal shelter to help me forget my ttc stress and exercising as much as I can. Also I've put a note on my screen so when I start my laptop to remind myself to be happy, only good thoughts....but it's easier said then done. But I'm trying because I know if I'm sad my DH would be too. If I'm depressed so would he. I found out how important I am to him more important then a baby. So AmyM23 I know it's hard but try to keep your chin up for your wonderful partner. You know he'll be there for you no matter what.

Hi Amy yes I have had dreams before of being pregnant and its hard when they are so vivid. 2 months ago I had a dream that I was sitting on the floor holding this chunky baby baby in my arms cuddling him and my husband was looking over at me from the patio door like stop babying him he can crawl now... my hubby always get on me because I treat all my nieces and nephews like they are babies its the motherly love in me... Its really hard and I have struggled with so many different obstacles like why do I have to do all these minor surgeries etc to get pregnant and why is it that ppl around me that cant take care of these kids or have an oops pregnancy get pregnant... Its hard to deal with I am in a better place this yr and that not to say that I wont feel this way again but I have to tackle each situation the best that I can to stay trong. like wishfully said our partners love us so much and they hurt when we hurt. I always see the scenarios in movies where the woman feels that she is not good enough because she might not be able to give her husband a child I have never felt that way I just keep hoping its not our time yet I am 33 yrs old so I am done feeling like I used to. I would say to myself 3 yrs ago come on we have to get pregnant were getting so old but I don't focus on that anymore I focus on me and the gift and miracle that one day will happen for us. I have to be hopeful and have faith if I don't have that theres nothing that
I can hold on to. I am sorry I kept typing and went from one place to another my mind starts working pretty fast at times. I hope for the best for you amy and wishfully. take care

Having those dreams is tough to deal with especially when its so real. Lineth, I baby my nieces all the time. They are 3 and 4 and I am overly protective of them sometimes. They are such sweet girls. I have a 3 year old nephew as well but he lives out of state so I don't see him as much. My sisters are lucky, they get pregnant without trying. It makes me jealous sometimes. I wish you both the best and I am thankful to have found people who are so uplifting and supportive.