Incest Survivors Support Group
Incest refers to any sexual activity between closely related persons that is illegal or socially taboo. Consensual adult incest is very rare. Incest between adults and prepubescent or adolescent children is a form of child sexual abuse that has been shown to be one of the most extreme forms of childhood trauma. If you or a loved one is a survivor of incest, join the group...
Hi everyone!! *wave*
Soo, I don't really know how I'm doing. My friends and boyfriend know about my dad. But my mother doesn't. I still cant tell her. I feel soo broken still. But Cutie is helping, it feels like he is glueing pieces together. I love him, we have done stuff. I dont regret it, but I dont feel so self conscious with him either. I feel safer, ) im more adventerous (anxious and shy girl here) with him. He took me bowling and I did a bit.
But I'm still struggling. Im depressed still and feel like in not worthy of him. I'm dirty, he doesnt deserve someone like me. I dont deserve him. He is so amazing and hasn't killed my father.
I get too high strung, hyper, a bit violent (play fighting and messing around, i end up actually hurting people) i never mean too. Too emotional and i hate it. It makes me hate myself.
It's good that you are not alone in knowing what has happened between you and your father, giving you a support system for dealing with the aftermath and with keeping yourself safe in the future.
writing out what you feel and are going through here is a good tool when trying to heal...
triple hugs of support