Incest Survivors Support Group
Incest refers to any sexual activity between closely related persons that is illegal or socially taboo. Consensual adult incest is very rare. Incest between adults and prepubescent or adolescent children is a form of child sexual abuse that has been shown to be one of the most extreme forms of childhood trauma. If you or a loved one is a survivor of incest, join the group...
The abuse at school and the other maddness within my life is finally taking it's toll. No I don't feel like cutting. I want to cry. Even right now I'm on the verge of tears but I just can't force it out. I haven't cried since I got out of the hospital. In the hospital I knew I was safe in that mental ward. There were locks on every door. There was no way I could physically be hurt. I felt relief. Everyday I was in there I cried. I cried for an hour a day and it was the first time I had in forever. It felt so good. But now I'm at home and I just can't get myself to cry... I'm sick of people beating me. I'm sick of being hurt by everyone around me. I'm sick of not being able to cry. I want to cry, so bad but the body says no way... :/ * sigh* I can't wait to get out of here. Just have to make a few more plans.
Because of our abuse, I feel like being able to cry was taken from us. We cry, we get punished. I can't wait until you're somewhere safe. I can't wait until you no longer have to endure the horrific abuse.
And just know, you're incredibly strong. I admire it.
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