Incest Survivors Support Group
Incest refers to any sexual activity between closely related persons that is illegal or socially taboo. Consensual adult incest is very rare. Incest between adults and prepubescent or adolescent children is a form of child sexual abuse that has been shown to be one of the most extreme forms of childhood trauma. If you or a loved one is a survivor of incest, join the group...
Two-I'm sorry you were assaulted again.
Three-((((HUGS))))
Unless there has been damage I shouldn't have thought the Dr would be able to tell, and if they can it is none of their business (unless you want it to be).
Is there anyone you can talk to or go to for help? You should not be having to put up with this or to handle it on your own. You have nothing to be ashamed of, and you deserve to be helped.
Hugs
You will be in my prayers hunny.
You haven't said what happened to you exactly babe. You haven't said if the sex was consensual. But your fear comes through loud and clear. My heart just aches for you sweetie. I wish so much I could make you safe.
I also know that you have a pass time where you like to run and kick balls. You might try this at home too. Seriously though, you live in a dangerous home. I've just been saved this week from homelessness myself. I know charities and compassionate people are out there who would help you find a safe place to live. When you're in the middle of trauma it's almost impossible to think straight, to not blame yourself, to truly accept you have the right to be safe. Your home has always been home. Please consider reaching out for help.
There is an organization called "Children of the night." They typically help minors who are being abused. Please Google them and then call. They can offer you support and help even when you are the sweet young age of 22. Please call them! It's a chance to be safe honey. This is what we all want for you so much!!