Don't do it Proud. It will be okay. Life won't be easier for anyone. Don't let your demons win. Why are you feeling so overwhelmed right now?

You have got to keep fighting! No one will feel release when you are gone they will feel pain and guilt. You are worth so much more then life has handed you and you do have the power inside you to stay strong and fight your way back and into a good life. May God Bless you and stay with you in your time of need.

I think that would be very sad. As bleak and hopeless as it feels right now...you have worth and value and a purpose for being alive...as one who has been where you are (literally) I thank God in my depths of despair that my attempt to escape the unrelenting pain I lived with everyday of my life was unsuccessful. I was wrong...things DO change and my life had purpose as does yours. My heart breaks that you are is so much pain you're thinking of ending it...I can't say or do anything to make the pain less in this moment...what I can do is promise you things WILL change they always do.. It will not always be as it is in this moment, there is hope and there is purpose. Don't deprive yourself or the world the reason for your life that you WILL discover but only if you stick around. It seems trite but remains true...suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Whoever is telling you to "get over it" are just idiots ...please don't allow you must know are clueless idiots to dictate anything you do. We know no one just "gets over it" it's a life long process where we are doing interventions on ourselves all the time. Reach out to your DS friends that understand that sometimes if feels unbearable but know it always passes, eases up enough for us to move forward....please don't do anything impulsive in the midst of the worst pain when your unable to see rays of light, of "hope" that's still there but just outside your view..but WILL come back into view...talk to your friends, the real friends and express what has you in this most dark place...please allow a little more time ....you've come this far and the alternative is permanent.
I dk you but don't have to know you have worth, value and you matter and I can say that with certainty. Please reach out...your screen name is HOPE. Your job is to find it again not give up. The world will be a poorer place without you. Choose life

Thanks all I did decide to live my life my way. No more worrying about what others think.

Someone once told me that the only opinion of yourself that you should ever be concerned with is your own. No one can judge you but you. I think your being a mite bit hard on yourself and you are worth so much more than you think.