Incest Survivors Support Group
Incest refers to any sexual activity between closely related persons that is illegal or socially taboo. Consensual adult incest is very rare. Incest between adults and prepubescent or adolescent children is a form of child sexual abuse that has been shown to be one of the most extreme forms of childhood trauma. If you or a loved one is a survivor of incest, join the group...
Anger issues.
I still have them.
I discussed wanting to light someone on fire with my "friend" once ("friend" in quotes is the name I give my counselor).
He asked if I had ever done it.
I said, "No"
He asked, "Would you ever do it."
I said, "No"
He said, "A fantasy is okay. You are just working through some anger issues."
I kind of may not have been completely truthful.
I think I would douse someone with gasoline and strike a match and throw it on them.
I would listen to them scream in pain and smile.
or some other torturous stuff would be fun.
Thanks daddy, grand daddy, cousin, and all the others that abused me. My first grade teacher too. She was a bitch.
She grabbed me by the arm and screamed at me while shaking my body back and forth. My feet flying off the ground. Then sat me down in my seat with 20 pairs of eyes looking at me. She left the room. Probably to calm down. But I was left to the wolves.
I sometimes wonder if rape in prison is any worse than rape from my dad. At least a big blazing fire would be fun to watch.
I still have them.
I discussed wanting to light someone on fire with my "friend" once ("friend" in quotes is the name I give my counselor).
He asked if I had ever done it.
I said, "No"
He asked, "Would you ever do it."
I said, "No"
He said, "A fantasy is okay. You are just working through some anger issues."
I kind of may not have been completely truthful.
I think I would douse someone with gasoline and strike a match and throw it on them.
I would listen to them scream in pain and smile.
or some other torturous stuff would be fun.
Thanks daddy, grand daddy, cousin, and all the others that abused me. My first grade teacher too. She was a bitch.
She grabbed me by the arm and screamed at me while shaking my body back and forth. My feet flying off the ground. Then sat me down in my seat with 20 pairs of eyes looking at me. She left the room. Probably to calm down. But I was left to the wolves.
I sometimes wonder if rape in prison is any worse than rape from my dad. At least a big blazing fire would be fun to watch.
Like your "friend" said....a fantasy is fine, but we are much bigger/better people than our abusers. We would be stooping to their level of scum if we acted in such vile ways. Our abusers will one day answer for all they have done to us. They will suffer for it. Try to put them out of your mind and trust that they will get what they deserve one day.
Our freedom and happiness is not worth giving up for revenge. We have already lost so much....had so much taken from us. Don't throw away all that you have accomplished til now to get back at those who have hurt you. They're not worth it!
I knock myself out with them and find it has helped me release some of the anger.I would never carry them out but if i had the money i had someone elses hands get dirty LOL!!....just kidding.
like alley said they are not worth losing your feerdom.nother think i thought before is that the guilt/shame of child abuse would get so much more confusing after a violent revange............
The last thing i need is more guilt and or shame.........