Incest Survivors Support Group
Incest refers to any sexual activity between closely related persons that is illegal or socially taboo. Consensual adult incest is very rare. Incest between adults and prepubescent or adolescent children is a form of child sexual abuse that has been shown to be one of the most extreme forms of childhood trauma. If you or a loved one is a survivor of incest, join the group...
I know this isn't incest but i feel more comfortable posting this here. Something triggered a flashback something that i totally have suppressed and from there everything came flowing back.. My younger brother always had has friends sleeping over and for some reason they were all attracted to me... we are 4 yrs age difference... I don't remember how old i was but i was young and his friends would always feel up on me. One of his friends who lived next door and was my friend too slep over and trapped me on the stairs he pulled my pants down and started to touch me ... next time he come up behind me and pulled his pants down... My brother other friend who use to always come over i remember him coming into the bathroom while i was using it... he asked if he could be on me whipped out is penis and did it.. i'm such a hoe and always have been .... I've been sexually active for as long as i could remember and i feel like i am unlovable and sex is all i'll ever be good for.. Its the one thing i'm good at and its all that's written in my past.. i disgust myself but i can't escape what i am A WHORE
Getting back on track takes time and strength
Be kind to yourself and look at other abused children...How could ANY child be a "whore".NOT.
You my friend are not a whore. You were sexually abused, and you acted out in those many abusive situations. We end up in a survival mood, we will do what it takes to survive. sometimes the abuse we've gone through as children, teenagers then young adults we mask But it comes out in many ways. One of them is 'having random sex' and or 'letting someone have their way with us'. That does not mean we are whores!
We have been abused, and very hurt inside. Im sending you massive hugs Hope :) I know that our feelings about ourselves are governed alot by what has happened to us, I go through the same thoughts sometimes. That im ugly, unwanted, whore, garbage and all those nasty words..But I am not and Neither are you ;-) okay
**nailing affirmations on wall, hand me that nail Hope **
...As most of my friends are in the computer though ;)...I have talked to some lovely people who have engaged in sex work, are currently engaged in sex work. I would think you a wonderful and worthwhile person, and very little you do with your body would change that for me.
Those boys...I think they just bulldozed over you. I'd say it sounds like rape, not consensual sex.
(((((GIANT HUG))))))