Incest Survivors Support Group

Incest refers to any sexual activity between closely related persons that is illegal or socially taboo. Consensual adult incest is very rare. Incest between adults and prepubescent or adolescent children is a form of child sexual abuse that has been shown to be one of the most extreme forms of childhood trauma. If you or a loved one is a survivor of incest, join the group...

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Close to giving up...

theblackrose
theblackrose
I've tried everything CPS, hotlines, running away... Everything. None of it works. I've been betrayed and abandoned. I'm stuck in Hell whether I like it or not. I have no voice. I've lost my strength. I'm to sick, to weak to try any more. Ive lost my options and I've lost everything... For thoughs of you that helped, thanks for trying, but I'm a lost cause. I'm losing the will, and I'm losing hope. I'm so close to just giving up. I have nothing to lose and where I'm at nothing to gain. Nothing will work in the long run. I'm just going to give up on life and since I can't speed up the process I'm just going to wait, it's only a matter of time. I don't eat anyways, can't sleep and my mom has already made me very sick. Now I just wait. Wait for death to save me. I can't take this anymore. I will never speak or laugh or cry or dream ever again. This is my solem promise.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Get to the ER- bus or cab. 911 call. It is a step towards getting the help you need. It isn't something anyone can ignore if you give yourself a voice to authorities. I'm not sure how old you are but try to keep hope. The pain doesn't have to run your life although it seems as if it will never end.

I'm so sorry, I just feel helpless for you.
bluedragon41
bluedragon41
What banshie said.

ER...if you have to climb out the window to get to the ER, get out and have someone else call for you.

Tell the doctors at the ER your story and how you are not safe at your home, they are required to report abuse, by whomever, period.
Tell the police.

Keep telling until someone believes you and damn well DOES something.
Don't let the bastards kill you.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Never give up!!
Call 911 and do whatever you need to get help for yourself. Work on getting well so that you can make the abusers pay for what they did to you!
And, so that you can get involved in child abuse prevention programs, if you can keep incest from happening to even one more child then you have scored a victory.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Everything the others have said.
You need help and you deserve to be helped.
Don't deprive the world of your talents.
How can we see your art if you're not there to make it?
You matter to us.
loum50
loum50
Do what ever you need to do to survive, but don't give up. You do matter.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Dont give up, they are not worth it. You have so much to look forward to! You are still young, there are still many things to be done. Listen to these good people, and get yourself right! Dont be a quitter! You have to dig deep now, deeper than you ever had, you need to save yourself!