when I was 5 my older brother who was 10 never had time for me. he had a friend an older kid named eric. we had to share a bed all was ok till one night after I went to sleep my brother quietly woke me up whispering keith
keith shhh shhh mommy will hear. I want to show you something but be quiet ok . I nodded ok he slipped my panties off and and rolled me onto my stomach .I worshipped the ground my brother walked on it hurt but he said I could do him as well like I knew what I was doing .by the time I was 7 or 8 he had stopped so I forgot it .when I was 10 I had a friend wayne who I played with daily his dad had a car in their backyard we played driving in it one day an older kid named tommy came along I was driving wayne was next to me and tommy was in the back seat .tommy told us he had a game he wanted to show us so wayne climbed in back with him. tommy said we had to take our clothes off I said no that seemed wrong so I kept driving when I looked into the back seat my memory opened and I thought you and darrell did that it must be ok !! so I climbed back with them and got undressed and joined them we lost track of time and I had to be in by sundown my mom sent darrell to get me he stood on the outside of the fence to waynes yard and called me in the dark our clothes were in a pile and he heard me say where's my panties he started yelling what was I doing and if I didn't get out the car and come with him now he was gonna climb the fence. al the way back home he kept telling me how dirty nasty and filthy I was. I thought wtf yo taught me that he turned me in that night to my mom and her man friend I got grounded for over a month and was not allowed to play with wayne anymore I'll write more later but this is a start .