About three months ago, I started feeling like my heart was acting weird (palpitations and what not) and I didn't do anything about it at first but the feeling got worse until I would try to stay awake through the whole entire night out of fear that I would die in my sleep and I drove to the local hospital twice in the middle of the night in case I needed to go to the emergency room. I went to my school's health center and they had me complete tests that came out fine (blood levels fine and an echocardiogram confirmed that my heart is normal size). I should good, right? While the medical affirmations did help a lot, I still felt like something was off about my heart because I would feel these little pangs of discomfort/pain in my chest. I searched about an over-awareness of what is going on in one's body and saw that other people think like me. So I figure out that I have hypochondria. I thought that such a self realization would help but not really. I dealt with the bad feelings I had by changing my lifestyle to almost exclusively drinking water (cutting out juice/soda), going to the gym a lot more, and doing my best to cut out junkfood. I am not too mad at that aspect because I feel like it was a push in the right direction generally, but I just want to feel normal again. When I came home from college, I noticed a lump on my chest right where the underwire of the bra sits. I began to think about all the ways my life would change as I would have to adjust to going to chemotherapy. I went to the doctor and after an examination, she said that I had nothing to worry about. There would be days where I felt fine and days where I would sit a certain way on the couch and feel like I couldn't breathe all of a sudden. There was a night where I called my mom crying while she was a t work because my breathing "felt weird" and I didn't want to die in my sleep. I ended up forcing myself to stay awake the whole night out of fear. I've had a few headaches here and there recently (like any normal person) and I woke up this morning with a worry of having a brain anuerysm (I'm not even going to google how to spell it because it would further exacerbate my worry by making me feel like I'm searching it out). Just seeing the word and knowing I typed it out does not sit well with me. I do not want to google the symptoms because I am sure "headaches" are a part of them. I know I should seek out a therapist, but for the time being, I came on this site in hopes of some type of comfort. Thanks