HPV Support Group

Human papillomavirus is a diverse group of DNA-based viruses that infect the skin and mucous membranes of humans. More than 100 different human papillomavirus (HPV) types have been characterized. Some HPV types cause benign skin warts, or papillomas, for which the virus family is named. HPVs associated with the development of such "common warts" are transmitted...

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anxiousbird
anxiousbird

I've recently have been diagnosed with a low grade hpv that recently had results with me getting genital warts. I'm still devasted that I have to write that about myself or say it out loud to my partner after nine years . He's been so great but I feel disgusted and ashamed of myself. I'm 26 female and don't like to think of me having this all my life. 



I was just diagnosed because I go yearly for my Pap smears. This is the second year that it came up abnormal and tested again positive for hpv . The first time it came back it healed itself all on its this own .


Im scared this second time it won't go away because I have genital warts this time. Me and my partner don't know who gave it to each other and I'm scared he might get it too because he's not taking the safety precautions as seriously  as I would like him too . 



Im scared every time I'm in the bathroom if I touch something and any sit or touch anything I touched and blame it on me , but how would they know? Because I feel so deeply ashamed and disgusting sometimes . Do people wash they're clothes everyday afraid of skin to skin contract from touching your stuff? I'm afraid everyday and keep thinking I should bag my stuff up all the time 


I underwent a colospopy where they did cervical biopsies but my OBGYN just suggested I try this PODOFILOX for two months straight before trying to do surgery again, because during surgery she took some out of two areas around my cervix . 



I guess every story is different for everybody , and every results work best for the patients body, but I was wondering what anybody thought of using that serium or anything like that worked. I read others peoples results , and I just feel like I want a result fast but doesn't seem there is one that maybe doesn't last 6months to a year to finally be clear from warts. 



I dont know I guess I'm just disappointed I'll feel like I'll never have a great sex life again that I enjoyed so much with my partner where we created a beautiful family with even

Aba26
Aba26
Did you have high-risk HPV the first time around? Or was it the same strain with warts?
Xenazombie87
Xenazombie87
Dont beat yourself up over it hun im 29 ivr been hpv positive for three years and I found out when I was six months pregnant I had 2warts pop up out of nowhere right between my vaginal opening and anus I was sooo angry and ashamed because I had been with the same man for 4years I contracted it from him because he cheated on me with my friend who had high risk hpv and cancer of the cervex and overies so my new husband of 2years is starting to get the little bumps on his shaft its something that we have to deal with and dont know how plus earlier this year in march I was pregnant with my son we found out I had bacterial vaginosis I have seen many women post saying the two are connected somehow I got treated for bv and it went away but in april this year I had my son at 37weeks he was 9.9 lbs they told me I had cellulitis and edema and took my son by csection the cellulitis was 8inches deep to my pelvic bone and 13inches wide I had this in mybody for so long my body tried to heal around it well they put me on a wound vac for almost 3months to pull out the infection and put me on sooo many antibiotics that after the wound was clear of infection my lymph nodes in my neck and armpit started swelling they were painful some of the times I also developed a severe sore throat so now im having my blood tested for lymphoma I have been reading allot of these posting in here and I think I should get tested for hpv caused cancer now but dont hate your self hun women are beautiful creatures and I can tell from your concerns for your mate your a good person you shouldnt be angry with yourself over somthing you have no control over I mean the person who gave me hpv knew that she was risking my health and life by betraying me she told me about all of it the cancer and hpv and begged me not to tell her mate or anyone else so I kept her secret and in return she gave me her illness ill never forgive her for this I mean my fiancee didnt even know untill he confessed to cheating with her and by then it was to late I was pregnant with our second child and had been diagnosed with hpv you dont know where you got it but at least you both are aware of the problem and can fight this together like my new husband and I are doing your not a nasty person because you have it and remember no one has to know about it except you your partner and your doctor ive never herd of hpv spredding from normal affection or toilet seats now trichominstasis I have herd is a parasite that can be transmitted from the toilet but its treatable also remember hpv has not had a vaccine until the last few years and if you had already had sex you didnt get the chance to get the vaccine so I was shit out of luck