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so i worry about being gay all the time. it's like a question that is never answered. i worry about giving off gay vibes or signals and it's because of a horrible rumour. i hate the idea of being gay but sometimes when my hocd is at it's worse i can convince myself i am. i seem to test myself all the time, looking for gay reactions and feelings and i quiz everything i do. i can talk about something innocent and i link it to hocd. i am uncoftable around people who talk openly about being gay and tele and things and i always seem to think 'what if i am?' or think people are talking about me. what do u think?
Imagine if you gave your brain all the time in the world to think of the one thing you fear the most. What could it come up with? The brain is a powerful thing. The setting I described is OCD, so it's not wonder your brain will concoct a whole plethora of thoughts and images that it convinces you of your fear.
So hang in there, get help!!