Hidradenitis Suppurativa Support Group
Hidradenitis suppurativa (hi-drad-uh-NIE-tis sup-yoo-ruh-TIE-vuh) is rare, long-term skin condition that features small, painful lumps under the skin. The disease manifests as clusters of chronic abscesses or boils, sometimes as large as baseballs, that are extremely painful to the touch and may persist for years with occasional to frequent periods of inflammation,...

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A lot of managing this is trial and error. And that's ok. Find what works for you. If you need advice, I'm here. Most importantly, love yourself. Give yourself some time to process, get into therapy to help with the anxiety and get to a derm. They know more now than they did 20 years ago. Please feel free to reach out. It's going to be ok. ❤