That's great. Give her one more reason to think that she's doing the right thing for herself.

Isn't there someone who can talk to?

no there isnt i dont know what else to do im just so devasted

You could talk here then. You can also throw away the pills. Just throw the damn things away. I see you've joined other groups apart from this one.. This is not a very active group, at least out in the open, I don't know about private messaging..

In any case, I do come here but only from time to time. If you write out in the open I assure you I'm gonna be here every day to read and if I can help out, I will.

This is my hand I'm offering.

Shendelzare, I'm so sorry I don't get on here and didn't see this until just now! I went through something similar about 6 years ago, I know how hard it is. But I think you know deep down that the pills aren't going to make you feel better! They are going to distort your thinking and UN the end you will feel worse than before. You quit for a resin and you also come to this site for a reason. Please...this will be a big mistake if you take them. This is your test of strength...you CAN do this! Don't make things worse for yourself.

flush them down the toilet shen, you have come too far. we are rooting for you!

How ya doing?

Well?

I hope you're not one of these people who come here, post for help and then disappear for life.

So, how are you doing?

Meeeeeeeeeeeen, why do we insist in punishing ourselves for someone elses poor behavior. Devastation is hard, but why don't you start telling yourself that no matter what someone else do, you happiness do not depend on it.

I had a girlfriend in Spain for which I cared quite a bit, for some reason or other (I think it was her sister's influence) She told me to go to "El Carajo"

dont do them its not worth you sobriety! If you feel a relapse coming call your sponsor and if that doesn't help n lifes seeming truly unmanageable get put on a low dose of suboxone