Heroin Addiction & Recovery Support Group
Heroin is a highly addictive drug with severe withdrawal symptoms that can start as soon as hours after use of the drug stops. Withdrawal symptoms include extreme sweating and achiness, nausea, vomiting, cramping which causes "kicking," chills, and more. If you are struggling with a heroin addiction, there is help. Join the group and get support.
Hi everyone
The day before yesterday I bought a g of H with the person I always use with. As coming back home with the narcotic we split the g. Upon getting my half I told my partner ( let's call her Lucy) that when I'm done with this to not ask me for money, make a phone call or let me see you enjoying your high. She said she was ready to stop with me. I'm nobody to knock anyone down so I embraced her wanting this with me. She is a 28 year old vet to H. I am merely a 5year addict. But I meant to finish all my H last night before bed but left my lighter outside and didn't know so when I couldn't find it I got upset and nodded off and stayed that way. So today being I just got up 30 mins ago am now sitting in the bathroom with only about 2 maybe 3 more hits to go then I'm giving it a shot. Hopefully I can get sober. (Make that about 2 more now). Well , my point is I understand sobriety isn't easy and I know this. And I'm scared of the pain I'm going to endure along with the insomnia and anger issues. Also, Lucy is probably my biggest set back because she loses everything. If she chooses to use without me knowing then, me not knowing is not gonna happen because, she loses it everywhere. I'm talking about in the bathroom, kitchen, dining room,her bedroom,in the front yard and back yard and not to mention her car that I too use. So ill most likely spend the first week locked up in my room which will be hard cause between 9-11 am it's freakin hot in my room. Anyways, I just wanted to ask that for anyone who happens to read this to please give me a lil support. I'm not asking for much just to know ppl are out there and are interested in me and would like to hear a positive outcome to this. Even if it's just a week. That's a week more of my life that I got back. Thank you everyone. Wish me luck.
The day before yesterday I bought a g of H with the person I always use with. As coming back home with the narcotic we split the g. Upon getting my half I told my partner ( let's call her Lucy) that when I'm done with this to not ask me for money, make a phone call or let me see you enjoying your high. She said she was ready to stop with me. I'm nobody to knock anyone down so I embraced her wanting this with me. She is a 28 year old vet to H. I am merely a 5year addict. But I meant to finish all my H last night before bed but left my lighter outside and didn't know so when I couldn't find it I got upset and nodded off and stayed that way. So today being I just got up 30 mins ago am now sitting in the bathroom with only about 2 maybe 3 more hits to go then I'm giving it a shot. Hopefully I can get sober. (Make that about 2 more now). Well , my point is I understand sobriety isn't easy and I know this. And I'm scared of the pain I'm going to endure along with the insomnia and anger issues. Also, Lucy is probably my biggest set back because she loses everything. If she chooses to use without me knowing then, me not knowing is not gonna happen because, she loses it everywhere. I'm talking about in the bathroom, kitchen, dining room,her bedroom,in the front yard and back yard and not to mention her car that I too use. So ill most likely spend the first week locked up in my room which will be hard cause between 9-11 am it's freakin hot in my room. Anyways, I just wanted to ask that for anyone who happens to read this to please give me a lil support. I'm not asking for much just to know ppl are out there and are interested in me and would like to hear a positive outcome to this. Even if it's just a week. That's a week more of my life that I got back. Thank you everyone. Wish me luck.
You might want to edit out all that using talk, this is a place people come to to feel better, not to have the compulsion to use awakened. Not to say that is not where you are, but all that talk got me sweating and I've been clean for 20 years. Another week is all you want ?
How about the rest of your life ? Wouldn't that make more sense ? You can do it, it won't take much. After you accept the fact it is a disease, not a moral deficiency, not using starts to become an option.