I just want to say how sorry I am for the other night. As some one pointed out to me, "it's not right to stress people out on DS". That person was so right and I am truly sorry to everyone. I hope you all will forgive me? I am doing a little better today. I realize I need help and want help! This is the second time in a month something like this has happened to me. How I have survived is beyond me. Guess it's just not my time yet. My wonderful husband doesn't know how to handle this and I feel so bad for him. He has been so patient with me. I think he knows he has to take me to the hospital but I think he is terrified to do this. I have a funny feeling that he will probably try to this weekend. He probably would have done it long ago if it wasn't for all the bills we have. Being on treatment really depleted our bank account!!!!! Funny how things always boil down to money. I had an old friend of mine over this morning for coffee (I took a holiday day) and she thinks I should be on stress leave as well. If anyone out there (in Canada) knows how to go out this, I would really appreciate some advise and how I would go about it. By the way I am on antidepressants I guess they are not doing there job. I can't help wondering if the tx has something to do with. Hmmmm. Anyway, have a wonderful weekend everyone enjoy what is left on summer. Take care and keep up the great work.
Lots of hugs,
Debbie