hi i'm Miss sad forever, i'm 38y/o, asian. at first i don't have idea that i am already a carrier. i live healthy and none of my family have hx of this virus. i found out that i am hep b positive when i took the medical test for my new job. unfortunately i got my hep b from my job. i accidentally prick my hand a couple of times by the needle i used for my patient with hep b, i was not vaccinated that time. since i found out i'm positive sadness covers me all the time until now. a couple of guys interested in me but i don't know how to tell them my situation, i'm sure they will reject me. its so sad because they always asked why i'm scared to have a guy or why until now i don't have a bf. sometimes i feel tired by myself but what can i do. my virus makes me cry all the time, i missed a lot of nice things in my life. sometimes i asked GOD why me because i live a good and healthy life all the time. i eat healthy, don't have vices at all, i worked really hard to get my degree, a degree that makes me sad ever.
since i got this virus back 2002, i 'm not taking any anti viral meds. i'm thankful because i'm still ok, i live normal life and no symptoms at all except when i missed meals couple times. all the lab test are normal, except for my DNA test but its ok because it never go up. actually it was undetected for a couple times, but because i escape meal a lot it become detected now.