Artyom reminded me...I now have the short term memory of a wilted piece of lettuce.

Trap,
i have so many issues that didnt EXIST before I did tx!!!!!!!!!!
First, you mentioned memory lose, HA! I dont even cook cause i'll forget it and burn it. I have no memory what so ever. I have become a recluse! Paranoid to go out of my own house, not to mention, ......... i wont venture out to the rest of the house any futher than the office, ( only cause this is where puter is ) and my bedroom. I dont even know my family anymore. I'm paranoid all the time. Have no desire to talk to my own mother on the phone. just not social anymore. I still see shit move, that is NOT there. Depressed all the time, cause I cant pull my life back together. Fibromyalgia is beyoud describable for the pain, and now,........ i'm blind as a bat! Wow Trap!!!!!!!! I could go on and on with the sides!

I mostly have mental issues. Extreme anxiety, sleeplessness, mania, etc.

But I haven't gone back to my doc since my last shot. I don't know if I'm SRV or not... and I guess I don't care.

karmah, you will gradually improve. There are so many sides we still suffer but it will get better! I am only 7 months post tx and keep waiting for the day I am better...but there are some good days. I have to force myself up and out of the house, but then, I am always glad I did.
Lady, get thee to a doc. You NEED bloodwork done.

but i dont even feel comfortable leaving my bedroom, let alone go outside! whoa! STOP! I was just about to repeat myself.....lol symptoms I can remember. Trap, I thought you finished way before i did. I think I'm schduled for 6 month VL test.... man am I nervouse! I mean, did I go through all of this for nothing? Did I get SVR and fuckin tx, made other health issues worse? I'm worried and upset at the same time

Karmah, you sound a lot like me with the exception of leaving my room. I do go outside but some days I have to literally force myself. I have a 5 year old & work as well, so I HAVE to go out. I avoid people like the plague some days. I get so antsy and anti social it's disgusting. I am sooo tired all the time. I don't call my famly like I used to. I started smoking again and hate myself for it....I just can't feel normal-I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF AGAIN! I have no interest in sex and I don't like to be touched. And What is Memor???? My memory IS a memory, hah! In all seriousness, though, I feel like I am being cheated of much more time than the TX itself, as it was supposed to be...I'm also cheating my family of a sane mother, wife, sister and daughter....