Holy crap. What an asshole. I hope if it is in you to press charges, that you do. Don't curl up and die-- he should die, but beforehand have his penis removed and dangled in front of him so he knows why he is being killed. Sorry, too violent? People like him PISS ME OFF. I hope that you have people you can go to for strength, hon. Try not to be alone. Be strong, I know it's hard, but you said it "out loud" and therefore, you are not alone, and it cannot haunt you. Don't let him cause you to lose what you work hard for everyday... don't relapse. Just take each day one at a time...you'll get through the ugliness still beautiful how you are. God bless... and may God forgive me, but if you need a cold-hearted assassin =))) i will help you for free. =)))

Sorry you had to go through that. I was assaulted years ago. I was only beaten up I felt the same way. They kicked me and pulled out my hair. They held hands behind my back and the other one kicked me and slammed my head in the the street and car the would take turn doing this over and over. I just wanted to hide I made the mistake of just hiding don't make the same mistake I did. Get help. Get counseling. File a police report. I think your town has to give you free counseling. I am sorry for what you had to go through.

Sweetheart, I am so sorry. (tears) It took alot of courage to tell this, so that means you are a very strong person. You will be alright. You will heal. Definately, press charges against his A$$. This horrible experience will help you be able to help someone else. I know my hardships have given me so much compassion for other people. Just remember, you are not alone. You have alot of love and support here. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I am here is you need to talk.

GOD BLESS YOU AND GIVE YOU STRENGTH AND PEACE.

Huge Hugs,

Lisa
abusehurts (It really does!!)

geezzz i am so truly sorry, fuckin dick heads like that piss me off and there is no excuse for it. One of my worst calls ever was helping a young rape victim. Hardest thing I've done because I couldn't do anything to help her. Just be there for her. Still pisses me off today.

You will be in my prayers do what you have to do. and as ohters have said file a report PLEASE.

I hope the nail his ass to the wall. I know that hospitals have to contact the police so I'm sure a police reports was filed. You have to stay strong for now darling. (((hugs))) to you. I sure send prayer and love to you and please pray that there is someone you can go to right now and can spend some time with you - family members or friends. If not there are plenty of people on this board

DEAR JEN,

3 YRS AGO I WAS RAPED AND ASSAULTED BY A STOCKER WHO WAS MY NEIGHBOR.
HE WAS WATCHING MY EVERY MOVE TIMING SCHEDUEL EVERYTHING.
On that night my boyfriend at the time beat the shit out of me and the neighbors called the police,
The police came and arrested the boyfriend and my neighbor in front of the cop said I'll see she's ok.
The cop told me to go with my neighbor and calm down. I walked in His house
He shut and locked the doors He built up a fantacey about me that was incredible. I could'nt believe this was happening. He was dolusional He actually believed what he was saying.
After I escaped, I called a friend went to the hospital, then police report.
I got counseling too.
That helped.
If I got through this I believe you will too.
My prayers are with you.

CALL THE POLICE!!!

{{{{Hugs}}}}} Please file the report with the police. Make sure this criminal winds up where he belongs, behind bars. There are rape hotlines youcan call for free and have some counseling.You are in my thoughts and prayers.

*Hugs*
He's the weak one, not you - what kind of man thinks he needs to rape to prove something?
I've got through it, so I'm sure you will too.

I'm so sorry to hear that...= (

Wow!...I'm sorry for what you went through...I like others have been traumatized just like you...I was found by my partner..whom picked me up grabbed my fire gear and took me into the hospital...I thought I would never get better...Its hard...but each day you get STRONGER!!! It took alot for you to come into this community and tell us your story!!!.....now it begins for you....your recovery....If you need anything....write me.!!

Make a report and press charges.

OMG! I feel terrible for you dear. I can't imagine how you must be feeling. I'm glad you went ahead and went to the doctor's and I'm glad you came to this website too. I hope that you do press charges even though it will be tough on you. Please know each of us are here on your side to help you each and every way we can.

FIRST OF ALL...DONT EVER OPEN THE DOOR FOR ANYONE, UNLESS YOU KNOW WHO IT IS, AND YOU FEEL SAFE... SECOND, I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I WOULD DO, I'D GET A GUN, AND IF ANYONE FORCED THEIR WAY INTO MY HOUSE, I'D BLOW THEIR FUCKING HEAD OFF.... A COP ONCE TOLD ME, IF YOU ARE ATTACKED ON YOUR PROPERTY,AND YOU SHOOT THEM, DRAG THEM INSIDE... IF THEY'RE OUTSIDE, YOUR IN TROUBLE, IF THEY'RE INSIDE, THEY'RE IN TROUBLE... SELF-DEFENSE BABY..... SCORP 55

I am sorry I have gone throught that a few times myself, Just remember that it was not your falt it was not anything that you did and be strong. I hope that because you know who this person is you will do everything you can to make sure that justic comes to him. Huggs, M.