Today I was an awesome day. I felt so good when I woke up, and and I was even smiling, but that all changed. Someone from my past came by here today. He knocked on the door, and I have no peephole so I opened it. HE shoved his way in. I now have bruises, Im a little cut up, and Im relapsing. Apparently I wasnt strong enough to fight him off. He did it, he raped me. Ive already been to the doctors but... I want to curl up and die now. WHat the fuck?!?! Pardon me for the language.
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