I dont think u should deprived from orgasms just becoz of your chair. and altho in the water in the shower is hot but hard there other ways. Ultimately I think u should find a guy who wants to be the one giving u orgasms so u dnt have to find a toy or even hire it. you more than that and there is someone out there for u.

If it feels good do it > :)

Keep your eyes open there may be a Mr right already in your life. There are a few guys out there that really enjoy Oral for the sake of oral and dont just go through the motions. Keep your fantisys alive and someday they will come true :).

Dreams ..why exclude toys? If iy gets the job done, it gets the job done :-) I have a harder time orgaming with toys than with a partner, but I recently bought a vibrator from the vanity series, and it gets the job done un under five minutes every time.

I agree... I would be lost without my toy. It can be easy to hide and anytime you are "sleeping" you can use it. Don't count it out...

I am guessing you might still live with your parents? Then I can understand how it might be hard to order a toy and keep it all on the down low. That's a tough one. Are you able to orgasm using your hand? I'm not sure the extent of your condition, but it sounds like you are overall healthy and vibrant and positive, so I think where there's a will there IS a way!

Just from whst I gather from your profile, you do have one of the most important keys for orgasmic bliss at your disposal, your mind. I read you are wanting to write a book, and with that I am assuming you enjoy reading as well? Possibly using that avenue, reading and or writing erotica along with using your hands can give you the pleasure you seek.

I get the impression that you are a creative young woman. This would be your chance to look within that creativity and consider what you could do.

If you do not have a toy, perhaps you know someone whom you can trust and could rely on to help you obtain one through either a store in your area or through the internet/mail-order. The purchase of a personal massager could also be an answer with less problems in obtaining.

Discussing this issue with your Doctor or a nurse may also provide an answer.

Considering what you may have around, maybe there are substitutes that could be used.

Plus I am sure you already realize your mind is the biggest and best sex organ you possess. Along with books, stories and your imagination you may be surprised what you could accomplish.

by masturbation, you can get the same pleasure as you have with a guy.

@ herbman, please retract that statement lol

Seriously, I have no way of knowing if your statement is true as I am not female, but really, there is no need in making the male species any more obsolete....BOB already has yaken away far to many opportunities without suggesting digits can do just as good as a man, lol jmo,, all in fun, please do not send ds police