I am maybe two weeks to a month away from my divorce after a 20 year marriage. I am not emotionally attached to her anymore (she left a year and a half ago). I am a 50 year old man. At my job a young woman found me attractive and made moves on me. After seeking guidance from my two best friends I decided to date her and have some fun after a long period of emotional turmoil and pain. Last night was our fourth date. The chemistry was very strong. We slept together and it was incredible. I am not looking much past the present. She is applying to get her PHD in another state and may be gone by next year. That this beautiful woman would want me is enough to keep me smiling. I don't have to just lurk here! I had wonderful lovemaking. She said things like "I can shave it bare if you prefer" and "You can do anything you want to me, any hole" and "tying me up would be fun" and "there are lots of things we can do". I guess just for today God loves one old dude! Woooo!
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