I just turned 45 last week, And have never been in love, I've had my chances.
There are some girl's I find really attractive, and, I am really brginning to like men, Like my friend, he used to live in West Chester, pa, Near me i Found him to be really HOT.
Now, He lives in FL. And I like girl's....BUT, girl's seem to want a guy that have a Job, with me it's a little complicated, I have A Physical disabily, Which has Put to an end to my working day's.
I'd like tp experiment with both men and women, I'd like, My friend, who lives out in FL,
But, would also like to have sex with. But, we have known eachother a long tine, and he think's I like girl's......And,besides he is REALLY Christian And I don't wanna freak him out.
So, i am saying I'm not sure i'm straight Bi Or gay......when I look at a girl, I think about what she looks like naked.....I look at a guy....Nothing, But, lately I have been thinking about what it would be like......to have him touch me, And make love to me, Also, I have alway's been attracted to the younger.....10,20 Younger then me
So, I don't know what I am. I guess I have have to go out with both, to see who I'm more compatible with.
I blow up when it comes to just about everything... I need help. But idk where to start. Should I be mentally evaluated?
I'm either very happy or very depressed... there's no in between. One day I'm smiling from ear to ear and the other I'm crying myself to sleep... I've never been diagnosed with anything but maybe I need be evaluated.