Hello. The tittle is probablly confusing but here is what i mean. My boyfriend and i have been dating for 2 years and we love eachother. There havent been any problems in our relationship so far. The only problem is with me. I have had many mental issues when we met which i told him at that time. Our first year was rough when it came to sex. I couldnt feel anything or extreme pain due to stress. Etc. Etc. But i have gotten much better and rarely feel stressed or not aroused anymore. But the problem is that i feel guilty asking for sex or asking him to please me etc. It feels as if i shouldnt be even talking about it. It bothers me because i feel these emotions for no reason. I tend to avoid asking for sex unless he hints to it. I feel ashamed for feeling pleasure and my kinks. I tend to not act on my own, and sometimes only do what he tells me during those times. Does anyone have any idea what i should do...?