Go, it is so hard for everyone. It is not the Russian people, it is that "evil" one that is the cause of this. I hold "evil" one responsible for this only him and his minions.

I feel bad for what you are experiencing right now, but I feel happy that you have put your thoughts in writing here. It is a helpful step to just express yourself somewhere and through some medium, and that is what you have done! I do not know who would understand, but in my part of the country there are Ukrainian churches. In other parts of the country there are Russian Orthodox churches. I believe that you could find support and provide support in congregations such as these. Or, if you are not close to any, perhaps some of them have active online communities, especially due to Covid limitations. I hope that this is helpful to you. Grace and peace through Jesus Christ our Lord.

I don’t think your friends really can understand your situation. I mean unless they have been in your shoes, it might not be something they can really grasp.

You may need to initiate the dialog if you are seeking their support.

I’m sure it is a lot to process; it’s heavy.

Big hug for you aahort..... I am so sorry for what you're going through.... I feel terrible for the Russian people.....

Most of us do.... This is about a cruel dictator that has hurt his own people terribly

Do you have a best friend or family member that you can try and talk to?

I'm glad that you're venting here...... Another hug and a blessing.... xo

I’m going to suggest you hand write what you feel and think on paper to allow it to relax. I am American and don’t have friends who care as much as I do or know the real news. I am glad you came here and shared this. In my area, volunteers are collecting funds and goods to send to Ukraine and helping do that would give you community that understands. Thank you for writing this.