Healthy Relationships Support Group
No relationship is perfect. A long-term relationship requires constant effort to understand each other, fix misunderstandings, solve problems and continue to grow as both individuals change and evolve. How we deal with our misunderstandings is the focus of this community. Join us to find support, get advice, and share your experience with your relationship.
I have observed and do realize..... my cup is very empty. What I do need is suggestions as to how to fill it back up?
As far as doing things tomake me feel better about myself... I do continue to talk, greet and open up to others (especially those who look as forgotten as I feel) i do seem to muster a few drops here and there....but I am afraid I may also have a slow leak.
I do my job (but I am no rocket scientist with some grand contribution)
And of course....you all know...I do proclaim to have all this love to give, but noone to reciprocate. Stbx does care (actually occasionally tells me he does love me....but actions prove far different)
I have this incredible ache deep inside that I would love to fill back up with hope, and love and affection (not just to feel that again, but to be able to share with another) But I see no possible solutions or alternatives at this very moment. I am calling to schedule another appt with attorney......but wth do i do right now??? :(
I have become more inquisitive and gone on to discover so many things that i would never get to experience or feel. I am no spring chicken, but I am not dead yet. (I believe everything happens for a reason. By that same token, I have to wonder why God would put all these wants and needs in my head if I am not to strive to find them?)