I totally do not understand it. I am full of anxiety after breaking up with my bf. He started texting me saying he loves me and blah blah blah and my mistake is and always has been answering those texts. Now he has me strung out waiting on his actions or should I say non action. Yesterday he said if he has time he will stop by on his way to work and never showed, texted, or called. I got anxiety waiting. Then this morning he called me on his way home from work and me on my way to work (he works nights) and said can he see me after work? I said no i have a doctor appt. and things to do. Then he asked well can I come over after that? I said yeah ok. He never showed. He just text me in the evening before work asking how I am doing? He only chases me and pays attention to me if he thinks I'm not talking to him or with him. Then if I let him back in my life in the slightest way its such a let down. Like now he said he would call me when he got to work and he hasn't. He keeps saying he will call or come by and he doesn't do it. I feel stupid for even talking to him in the first place. I guess the silent treatment is what he needs now! I am so frustrated and full of anxiety i am going to take my xanax and shower and go to bed.... and not answer the f-ing phone all weekend!! He was all talking about camping with me this weekend and this and that??????? wha???????????? He does not love me! I think I need to say that in the mirror every morning. He does not love me!! So i don't forget!!!