One thing after another, first dss had to investigate, they let mom keep baby. Then baby took more than a week to regain weight, scared me cause dss is lurking somewhere . Few days ago ddmom calls because their rooated smoke pot in the house and she thinks she should take baby to homeless shelter . No one thinks that's ok especially with dss investigating .she texts me last night saying she's breakingup with him and suing for child support . Today , according. To Facebook everything is ok.baby is 3 weeks old tomorrow and the drama is unbelievable .

I am gratefull I have custody, and my 5 and 7yo aren't there living through stress of moms constant threat to run away from home and couch surf. They are excited about our upcoming camping trip and starting school on a few weeks. At times like this I am certain they are where they should be.

Don't know what my future holds, hope no more babies.at one time though my hope was for her to handle baby until 6 weeks old . Now I just want to be free without burden of starting over with infant. If dss called today I'd say I can't do it.hopeu resolve stays strong