Well it's been almost a week since I've seen the neurosurgeon and I've yet to see an improvement in my headaches or my vomiting. In fact I went to Barnes & Noble yesterday and I almost feel down on there floor and crack my head open. I was going to the counter to get a drink and I lost my balance and I almost went over....I'm telling you a half second later on catching that counter and I would have been in the E.R. and calling my mom. I HATE THIS!!!

I'm praying too. I'm glad though you are not vomiting as much and the med helps some . That sure was horrible. Praying ♥it.. it all stops.

you know I'm praying about those miserable headaches♥ Love you dear..

God love s you too. keep us posted OK..

May God bless you...Love you dear.
angel hugs Ellen

So today my younger sister texted me to see how I was doing since she is away at college. I said that I was still throwing up even when I was taking my nausea meds and I was still having horrible headaches. To which she responded that she thinks my throwing up is psychological. I told her that she can believe what she wants to but I don't think that for a minute when I am also throwing up blood.

I don't know what's wrong with me but I was in the bathroom I had just taken a shower and all of a sudden I was going down I had to think quick so I grabbed onto the counter that was to the side of me. It was either that or hit my head on the counter on my way down and then hit my head on the floor. Plus no one is home because my mom took my sister to the hospital only the animals would have heard me. It was too close.

Thank you for praying...I'm always praying for you!!! Angel Hugs back Loreali

Oh I'm so sorry dear. It not physiological no sweetie this is physical. OH sweetie for when people are not HOME. they have a life alert for old people. Only Maybe you need to look into one too? just a suggestion Like if you can not get up?
I pray that you are not left (((alone)))) with you are so sick this often. Oh dear.?
maybe you better call and tell you doctor you are throwing up the blood now too? see what he says?

You know you are in my ♥prayers.

I'll Keep praying♥ for as long as this takes.

I never stop and I never ♥give up.. Love you dear. angel Hugs Ellen

Well my doctor does know about the throwing up blood she got an ultrasound and I get the results this Friday when I go to my appointment. My brother is supposed to be taking me because my mom can not. We will see though I may not make it to that appointment.

Well the way I look at it is that I only have to make it until the second week in April because then my boyfriend is going to meet my mom and I am planning on moving in with him to an apartment of our own.

I never ever give up!!! Love you angel hugs Lauren

never to give up. dear GOOD FOR YOU.. I pray you mom likes your boyfriend and that he takes to her.
It really helps.. when they do. Ill pray for that... too..
I bet he is sounds as you wrote about him before like a really nice young man.. and Might I add may all the happiness with him be for both of you too.♥
going to pray for the blood to stop. It could be from irritation from throwing up so so much. dear..
Going to keep on praying. *I never quit..
LoL Praying ever..


Love you sweetie...

So I went to my doctor's appointment today and I found out from the ultrasound that I have gall stones and that's what's causing all the pain right were the end of my shunt is. My doctor had them run blood work and my white blood count was up but I expected that. But she said it wasn't up enough for me to go over to the surgeron's office today. I just need to last until after the 30th of March because that's when my sister's Transplant is. Then I can meet with the surgeon and they can remove my gallbladder.

While I was there my doctor gave me a shot for my migraines because they were killing me and a shot for my nausea.

I think I still need to have my shunt upped to 200 from the neurosurgeon.

Ill pray for you dear. sorry to hear this
Only maybe they found the cause of those rotten headaches I pray so. I'm happy they gave you a shot to take away some of that headache. I'll Be praying for YOU♥ and after the 30Th of March and on the30Th of March, for your sister.. If they up your shunt let me know too. so I can say prayers for this. and If you have your gallbladder out dear. Please let me know. if you can.. on this thread or message me.. or both..
when it is scheduled so I can pray if you can on that very date. You are so much in my thoughts and♥ Prayers.. said an extra special prayer for you last night will continue to do so.. You really are. as for now you are my most needed prayed for friend. with you so sick and this prayers for your dear sister.. so i can pray if you can.. let me know. I Know you have many things you have to do. ..

. praying for some peace and claiming in the mean time for your spirits as I know all these burdens are overwhelming... for you♥ and your family.♥.

Love you sweetie..
Angel Hugs Ellen

Thank you Ellen and I will let you know of course when those things are.

Commented on your Journal today.. Love you much dear.. ♥ so sorry♥

So I have an appointment with my neurosurgeon on Monday I think he is going to adjust the pressure in my valve to 200.

Then on Thursday April 7th I have an appointment with the surgeon to take out my Gallbladder. I don't know yet when the surgery is going to be scheduled for. Here we go again with another surgery. Oh well

Prayers Lorelai♥ for when you..see, the neurosurgeon on Monday. that is he adjusts the pressure on your,valve to 200. that it takes and cures those headaches permanently♥ My prayers and heart ♥ goes out to you dear for relief. from this burden.

prayers dear♥ also for ..Thursday April 7Th with your,appointment with the surgeon, to when they are going to to take out your gallbladder... when they do that it helps you 100percent get rid of this pain..Lorelai♥ and other problems it could be causing so that your in better health♥


So sorry you have so much all at once on your plate.. you know I'm still everyday also praying for your sister♥ and her blood count.. and her.. Leukemia . bone marrow transplant to take♥

God bless you dear♥




Ill pray for you dear.♥ Lord dear you have been ((through so much)))

Keep the faith♥ In your heart♥

Love you sweetie... ♥ Jesus.. ♥Loves you.

your so special♥in his eyes dear♥

♥.Love you much dear
Your a sweetie♥
Angel Hugs Ellen

Thank you Ellen I'm just overwelmed right now with all that is going on right now. But I thank you for your prayers!!!!

So I am going to my neurosurgeon appointment today. I don't know what's to come of it. I hope they up my pressure to 200. The last few days I've had horrible migraines, even worse then usual and I've been violently vomiting. To the point where I thought a few times that I thought I was going to lose my balance and fall over and there would be no one there to help me up. I'm having fevers too.

I really need to figure out what is going on with me. I'm not safe. I hate this. Hopefully the neurosurgeon can figure at least part of it out.

I'll let you know what the neurosurgeon says.

Oh so sorry dear♥
Ill be praying for you.. for your neurosurgeon the get at this.. Tell him please all of these horrible symptoms.. dear.. I'm praying for you for this praying all goes well tomorrow.
Love you dear♥


Angel Hugs ellen