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I wrote this for a fanfiction, but it kind of connected to my thoughts...
Its over.
I fell to the ground to my knees.
A cool wind blew through the courtyard tossing my amber- brown hair in the air,
blowing through the angst, agonized, hollow hole of a heart I had left.
One by one my friends disappeared because of the tight,
overbearing mask I had fitted myself into overtime to prevent myself from getting hurt.
I was over-conscious by the revelation of my heritage.
A misunderstanding of others?
I had turned everyone away from me one by one until now I am left with nothing,
stripped of the person I once was.
I am just an empty shell, floating in and out of existence.
Yumi-sama.
The name pierced me in the heart deeper than any weapon could pierce,
my eyes blurred with the pain and agony of losing not just anyone,
the tears ran down my cheeks,
but her.
In my life I had just merely playing a role, and now my role was to step out of the others lives.
I stood up and ran out of the Lillians Girls School, never wanting to look back.
Its over.
What does it mean?
Its over.
I fell to the ground to my knees.
A cool wind blew through the courtyard tossing my amber- brown hair in the air,
blowing through the angst, agonized, hollow hole of a heart I had left.
One by one my friends disappeared because of the tight,
overbearing mask I had fitted myself into overtime to prevent myself from getting hurt.
I was over-conscious by the revelation of my heritage.
A misunderstanding of others?
I had turned everyone away from me one by one until now I am left with nothing,
stripped of the person I once was.
I am just an empty shell, floating in and out of existence.
Yumi-sama.
The name pierced me in the heart deeper than any weapon could pierce,
my eyes blurred with the pain and agony of losing not just anyone,
the tears ran down my cheeks,
but her.
In my life I had just merely playing a role, and now my role was to step out of the others lives.
I stood up and ran out of the Lillians Girls School, never wanting to look back.
Its over.
What does it mean?
Your writing is simply beautiful, and if this does indeed connect to your own life, I am truly empathetic towards you.
The pain of loss of oneself and others seems unbearable, but you have the whole world ahead of you. New friendships, new loves, a new chance to create what makes you, you. It takes time, but the past will eventually fade into a better future.
You deserve to be happy. :)
Hugs and Kisses !!