I am a lesbian. I am the only lesbian in approx. three towns. I see my friends and other peers with girlfriends and boyfriends and I have never had either. I am very lonely. I have had Clinical depression for 3-4 years and now recovering because I am now out of the closet. I am so lonely right now that I don't know what to do I am scared that I might "relapse". I was a cutter and it makes me even more frightened. I cry whenever I think of it. I am soooo looonely!!! :(
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