Gay & Lesbian Teens Support Group
This community is dedicated to teens that identify as Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual or Transgender or are questioning their sexual orientation. It's a supportive community where LGBT & questioning teens can give or get advice from their peers or just hang out. Please do not join this community unless you meet the description above. Thanks!
I was 14 when I noticed myself watching out girls, I had a crazy crush over a friend and I thought at the time I was only playing around, as time passed I realized there was something else I desired and I tried to blocked all those feelings because I was raised in a Catholic family where being gay is unforgivable, I also attended a Catholic girl school so basically most of my friends are girls. I put aside my feelings and focused on living my life, it was when I graduated that I came to see the real world, without my strictly catholic teachers giving me talks about all the wrong things in life; I felt free of thinking what I wanted, I've started watching tv shows where gay couples will appear and at first those scenes will bother me and will yell to the tv that it was wrong, I eventually got used to watching same sex people being romantically involved and with time I thought it was unique and precious. Each time I see a lesbian couple I have this strange feeling in my stomach and hands which I assume is desire, at first I thought I was bisexual because I totally picture me having something with a boy, but it was at a party last week where I danced with 3 guys, they were touching me and massaging there "thing" against me (i was under the effects of alcohol but still remember a bit) and I didn't felt anything and one of these guys has been texting me and wants me to go to a date with him and I don't want to cause I don't feel like it'll be right because I want to love a girl I just realized it soon but I'm afraid. Loving a girl means I get to be alone, my parents are homophobics that will never NEVER accept me for this and my friends are all Catholics that judge this people, people like me, people like us, I can't talk to anyone and I'm dying inside, all I want is someone to talk to
Altho even the feel of discussing it with someone on the same boat makes it good to chat with,as you get the warmth that there is someone finally out there who can understand you.
What i learned in the life ive lived so far is that one of the hardest things to find is good friends and people in general who can understand you and fight for u. And trust me, such people are limited in the palm of your hand so i beg you if you ever want to come out be careful on who you open yourself to. I can say for sure that running around these forums have helped me a lot personally and it is a good first step to ease your pain. Next. You could try to find a local lgbt community group where you could make some new friends. Sadly there isnt any in my area where i could join but even if there is you should be cautious while going there not to be seen by a familiar person.
Try not to punish yourself for what you are, god loves us all and doesnt care for our sexuality. We are all his children after all. You can add me to friends and talk to me when u feel lonely so in this way we could help each other.
I wish you best of luck and remember to love yourself... :)
I will gladly add you to my friends so will could talk more often. @loner22