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AT this point i just want to be me. But can i truely be me with no one knowing. I don't want to be hurt , but now it seems as if i'm hurting myself in an attempt to hide from them. I wrote " Why Hide" but i think hiding is the only thing protecting me from ... i guess me and everyone else.
Right now i say i dont care what anyone else thinks and if they don't like me thats to bad. If u loved me u would support me no matter what. Your my family what should i expect. But that's not how every story goes. Because of course some people just are't ok with it. They say it's not normal. What's not normal about loving someone.
I mean if they could just for an instant view the world differently. what if it were the other way around. What if we thought they were the queer ones. What if.
i'm scared but of what i don't know. I don't know what to expect or what to do. Some say expect the worse but what is it?
im not afraid of who i am why should i be. why should i be scared.
im confuse and scared because coming to terms with who i am mean now... i don't know what it means. It's sad because the other day i was crying becuase... I've cut myself before, had many chances to tell my family, my sister is beginning to suspect, im scared and i can't - no i won't do anything.
So what now?
Right now i say i dont care what anyone else thinks and if they don't like me thats to bad. If u loved me u would support me no matter what. Your my family what should i expect. But that's not how every story goes. Because of course some people just are't ok with it. They say it's not normal. What's not normal about loving someone.
I mean if they could just for an instant view the world differently. what if it were the other way around. What if we thought they were the queer ones. What if.
i'm scared but of what i don't know. I don't know what to expect or what to do. Some say expect the worse but what is it?
im not afraid of who i am why should i be. why should i be scared.
im confuse and scared because coming to terms with who i am mean now... i don't know what it means. It's sad because the other day i was crying becuase... I've cut myself before, had many chances to tell my family, my sister is beginning to suspect, im scared and i can't - no i won't do anything.
So what now?
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I can't really offer much advice seeing as I'm in the same predicament, however I can offer sympathy, support, and someone to talk to. I am still trying to come to term with the fact that I'm bisexual and I'm scared because where I live it isn't xomething that people are okay with. I have cried, cut, and lost sleep because of the problem that arise with this, but I have one friend who knows and thankfully he is very supportive and that has helped me a lot. If you ever need someone to vent to or just talk about any of this feel free to hit me up. I've been told that I'm easy to talk to and I really do want to hear what you have to aay. Just remember that your not alone in your struggles. I hope things get better for you. -Love, Sara
Smaraly
thankyou
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I have been through the same thing...I prayed nightly that god would make me straight or let me die...so I hated who I was..I was taught it was a choice and I thought something was wrong with me..I finally came out and I made such a big deal at him my dad litterally thought I killed some one...everyone was fine with it.....at first and then my family begain to hate me telling people I was ..Bi because the thought it sounded better. no matter what they say about me being gay it hurts now because they do it to remind me of that i am gay like its somthing i forget to do in the morning...but this is what I think this world needs gay people more than ever we they want us cured but we are the cure ...we are strong resilent and loving..you shouldn't have to worry what people think...but truthfully it does effect you...if some one tells you somthing for long enough you will believe it..find one solid friend or family member or even god and hold on to them like a rock in a hurricane you will get through this alive and happier than ever...
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i know how you feel Smaraly im bi and my family all of them hate gay people i know i will never be loved or respected if i tell them so im not going to but its really hard with out your own family supporting you. so 2 years ago i started cutting i felt so bad about my life and i hated myself for being somthing that my family hated. this past summer i had been thinking that maybe if i told my family i was a cutter that they would care and be less hard on me and actually love me for a change but when i told them it was the worst time of my life they were going to send me to some nut house or somthing so i had to convince them that it was a bg deal. i know that not having a supportive family is hard .. if you ever need to talk im here :)
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