hi! this is gonna be super convoluted lolol.

for most of my "younger" life i've always  been boy crazy. everything was about cute guys. then about a yr and a half ago i felt a pull towards this girl i had met. I brushed it off bc I felt it was weird. I have a very liberal family and they're super accepting and Ive always been very accepting of everyone and who they love or what their identity is. But when i felt that pull i just brushed it off bc i felt awkward or weird. anyways, ive felt it in more and more. I still rly like guys but i also might be into girls. is it possible that you can swing in between being completely straight to being something else? also since it's kinda new i don't think i wld come out yet. i'm just nervous because all of my closest friends are girls. and even though ive never felt anything more than friends about them im scared they're gonna pull away bc they think that i like them or something. i definetly know im not alone. if anyone had advice that wld be great.  :)