I honestly have not been on here since. I guess I was starting to get nervous by things I was reading on here. I went to the doctor on September 28th for my second endoscopy. They took a biopsy too. Everything from the biopsy came back fine. I still have a little bit of gastritisl. He then told me to continue on Omoprazole one time a day for 2 to 3 months. I just recently stopped taking it (like 3 days ago) to see how things go. I still been having these mild symptoms of gastritis at times over the last few months but wanted to try things off the meds. He said back in October to only take Zantac when the symptoms hit. My BIGGEST problem is ANXIETY. I have started to see a psychiatrist and he has given me things to try when I start having these anxiety feelings. I have been separated since Jan 2015 so at times I worry about my kids and their happiness. I feel alone at times too. Probably MY BIGGEST anxiety issue that I CANNOT beat is the fear of getting cancer from my gastritis. I feel like I am completely destroying my stomach even though throughout the last 2 years my symptoms are mild for the most part. I just feel that as time goes by with gastritis I am increasing my chances that I will ultimately get stomach cancer. I am so worried and scared. It is so hard to have a normal life with gastritis. With being separated and having mild gastritis it is hard to have much of a social life. Just feeling hopeless. Just seems for the most part I have been eating pretty good. I am not perfect but I feel with the meds I was on and the improved eating I was doing it would at some point heal.