I am sorry my friend, the beginning can be terrifying. I think all TIs have experienced some if not all of what you described and you are not alone. The most important thing I can say is to not be afraid of it. It will get worse if you are afraid . You are going to read a bunch of disinformation but it's not the government doing it. Once you get past the fear you might be surprised what this experience can unlock for you. Be very careful whoyou talk to about these events, the perpetrators want you to talk about this and sound insane so you destroy your own life, don't take the bait. They can only hurt you if you are afraid. Try not to spend all your time thinking about it and take the time to do the things you love, even if they try to ruin it, still live your life anyways and ignore them as much as possible. Stay strong, they are going to make you face your fears but in the end you will no longer be afraid of anything. That's when your attacks will decrease.

It's not the government doing it? Then who? I have some ideas, but I want to hear your answer first before I say anything.

I believe it is a demonic consciousness. As soon as I realized they were attacking my spirit, understanding what they were doing took the fear out of it for me then the synchronicity went from really bad to really good.

Yes. I will check into a hotel. Later in the evening I have an extremely loud neighbor. The noise goes on until 3 a.m., usually. In the morning when I walk out to the hotel parking lot, there is a "stalker vehicle" with their stickers on the windows or the stalker vehicle paint jobs. ....Next time I check into a hotel, I will tell staff that I am not expecting friends. So please do not tell anyone what room I am in. With any luck, staff won't be stalkers.

Yes, guy 22 is right. Don't talk about being a target very much at all. Use support sites like this instead. I have been gang stalked for more than 16 years. In the early years, after I finally figured out what the abuse was, I talked about it with almost anyone who would stand still and listen. No more, because people just label you as crazy--and that's exactly what the stalkers want. It's called "taking yourself out."...Develop tons of interests. Today I have walked, painted, listened to music, cooked--I will write, and put on a Jazzercise video. ...When you quit talking about gang stalking, your friends will draw closer to you. I have literally been at my son's house with the stalkers 20' away doing their antics in the colors and I completely ignored them. The more I win in these trying circumstances rather than caving, getting upset, and pointing it out, the stronger I become. ...As time goes on, their colors and antics will actually mentally bore you. I find myself thinking about other things as they drive past me in their red pickups with the U.S. flag and Nazi stickers and that one black trash bag in the CORNER of their truck bed....They are the trash. They are the wimps. They are the losers. You are a precious winner!

I don’t believe it’s the government, I do believe however based on personal experience that I’m going through right now with this type of behavior that we may have some thing that they want, or we know something that they don’t want us to know, or we are in advertently aware of something they don’t want us to be aware of

No that sounds a little bit like the government or some mumbo-jumbo from the government and their crap but what I’m saying is look at it frankly someone Hass to be paying these people to do this, since that is stable and a fucked in all of this who is going to benefit from that

It has to be somebody who knows something about us, that we may have some money hidden somewhere, or some inheritance somewhere, or some life insurance that we’re not aware of something that they will get a lump sum of money from, it is my humble opinion these people are motivated only by money

RHawko922, obviously you are some sort of intellectual. You are thinking below the surface, which they do not like. You would be the person on the jury to say, "No, I am unable to accept that opinion." They seem to want us to be mindless, timid little clones, like most of the world. We are not supposed to step outside of their preconceived rules of societal behavior. We are not supposed to be well read. We are not supposed to be able to write. THEY want to control society.

Also, like someone else on this forum mentioned, the public is scared they will become a target. So they join....Yes, I believe the vehicular stalkers are paid--in my area by drug money.

Over the 17 years I have been g.stalked, I have noticed that 95% of households (including children) in the surrounding neighborhoods where I walk and drive, join in in the stalking of me. Only 5% refrain. To me, that means that if 95% of the public were asked to join in and stalk a target, the answer would be "Yes, I will do that."....If I am right about this, then really, gang stalking is meaningless.

Keeping this in mind, I maintain a thankful heart. I even say (frequently), "Thank you Lord that I am gang stalked." I wouldn't be a writer if I were not g.stalked, or a painter, a guitar player, a strong person, or a good friend for my family.

I have to admit, though, that the pressure is off of me considerably because I retired recently. I no longer have to fear that I will lose my job due to slander. Yes, the stalkers made inroads in some areas of my career, but in other areas their attempts were nil.

My advice career-wise is to document a few times a week and maintain mental strength. Be self-aware and notice when you are fearful. Then kick fear out of your mind, repeatedly. Give yourself positive self-talk daily and grant yourself compassion.

As always, best wishes and prayers for everyone!