Today more than ever I am thankful for this support group and all of those that truly understand the struggle of a gambling addiction. No matter what stage of recovery you are in your posts help me to keep perspective on where I am, where I want to be and where I will not go again! I am thankful for all the blessings in my life and the new found hope that I won't screw them up by gambling. I am thankful for 117 days gamble free and for everyone that has inspired me to keep moving forward at those times when it felt hopeless. Thank You and Happy Thanksgiving to all. Just for today, I will not gamble! Stay strong my friends.
Today I will not gamble. It is a 3 day weekend and I will keep myself busy to avoid succumbing to that awful addiction. It’s been over a month and a half since my last bet and it feels amazing. Thank you all for your support. Another day of not going and it feels absolutely amazing
I freaking love the casino...when I'm on my way there I am in such a euphoric state. It's awesome. I play loud music in my car and sing along at the top of my lungs. I'm kind to other drivers...please go ahead of me...thanks for letting me out...big old smile on my face. Walking into the casino, a big smile for everyone. Holding the door for others, resounding wishes of "good luck" to...