First of all, I want to apologize for posting at this moment. I feel like I come here, get the support and motivation I need and return when I crash and burn again.
First day of the new year and I made a simple mistake. Quite frankly, I know I was an idiot for going to the casino today. I can’t blame it on peer pressure but yes, I succumbed to peer pressure. I owe money and will pay it back tomorrow and try to move forward again. I didn’t lose as much as I have in the past but it hurt just as much if not more. This addiction is tough but I will prevail. Broke my 2 month, 1 week, 1 day streak but I will not give up.
Thank you for your support.
Day one gambling free 1/2/2018.
Hello all,My mind is playing games with me. I’m processing and trying to plan ways to go to the casino tomorrow during work hours. The adrenaline I feel is already driving me crazy. I need to stop those thoughts, be at work all day tomorrow and not gamble.
It's been 2 years since my last post...and my gambling addiction is just as fierce and out of control. I'm back to 2 months behind on my mortgage, electric and gas..credit cards, pretty much everything. I am out of control no matter what I win it just goes all back. I have tried ga, therapy and can go for a few months and start up again. I feel so defeated like there is no way out. After a binge...