I have no desire to gamble today, but it’s on my mind, especially this time of year. This time last year I was a shell of a human being filled with fear. Why? Because of gambling, my addiction. At the time it seemed like my world was crashing down all around me, everything was wrong, I had no idea which way to turn. I thought I could juggle my addiction with my life, but it wasn’t working for me, I was dying inside. How did I finally realize if I quit gambling things might get better? But I did and they did, I stopped gambling and gained the strength to put one foot in front of the other, answers started to form and reality became clearer for me.
I don’t want to complain about the holidays this year, WHAT? That’s a huge change for this time of year! I can’t say I’m comfortable with them, maybe it has something to do with the weather? But I’m making the most of them this year, hey, I’m a grandma, got those babies to focus on❤️
Today I will not gamble
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