I, of course, stopped at the casino tonight and thought I would just spend $20 to $40 and leave, but it turned into $100 and then, I won a bunch and should have gone home, but that switch in my head said to keep going and I lost it all. I could have left with quite a nice chunk of money in my pocket, but I gambled it all away. I get so freaking frustrated and mad at myself for doing this to myself. Why can't I just have enough sense to get up and walk out when I win a nice amount of money? I have gone to some counseling for it in the past, but that counselor said, "just don't go". When I'm stressed, bored, or lonely, that is when I go to the casino. I did do a self ban at the casino near my home that is for one year. I'm thinking I need to check into seeing another counselor, huh?

Thanks for your support and understanding.