Gambling Addiction & Recovery Support Group
Compulsive gambling is an urge or addiction to gamble despite harmful negative consequences or a desire to stop. A preferred term among many professionals is problem gambling, as few people described by the term experience true compulsions in the clinical sense of the word. Problem gambling often is defined by whether harm is experienced by the gambler or others rather...
I have a pot of spearmint/peppermint tea going.
I'm in fuzzy pjs with my kitty next to me.
I just caught up on Greys Anatomy.
It's nice to be living a normal, sane life.
wonderful,
only comes with NOT gambling.
Friday nights used to be gambling and
the noize and the smoke and the anxiety
and the staying up late late late........
and at the time I thought I actually liked it.
It was the dopamine and the brain surges
that I liked, I was a zombie and didn't even
know it.
I can remember how I felt like I was drugged
and zoned out and not really awake.
Even trying to escape emotional stress in
my life at the time, how can anyone feel
that this is a good altenative option to feeling.
Now, as you so profoundly stated,
I have "clarity of mind".
thank you for the wonderful post.