You have taken the first step and there is help. Find a meeting, read all you can about our disease and keep taking steps toward a better life! Just for today I will not gamble! Stay strong.

You still have your job that pays well. That’s a way to begin digging yourself out of debt. It won’t be easy. Maybe you could get some financial advice, there’s help out there for these types of situations.
I’m a compulsive gambler. I’m an addict. I know what placing one bet would do to me, I don’t want to do that to myself any longer. I can begin to trust myself by treating myself better. Gambling hurts me. Maybe at one point it was an escape for me, and even then it still hurt me. I can’t gamble. I don’t want to gamble. I don’t have to gamble. I know I sound strict, but when it comes to gambling I must be strict with myself. I do this one day at a time.

Wow .....with all that winning .....I guess I'd be way more addicted than what I am. The most I have won is 1200. and that was a one time thing only. Most of the other times I lost ...or won my money back plus maybe 100.00 or maybe the odd 300.00 which happens not too often. So you see with me ...its lose lose lose. After 1 year of that ...believe me......u get pretty fed up. I also went from a 753 to a low score now. I got one credit card up so high...don't think I will ever be able to pay it off ..so I'm concentrating on the 2 that I have that are lower. I'm kicking myself so bad for doing that but not much I can do now. Just have to pay what I can and move on. When I quit gambling in November ....For 2 months......I had money and I felt great. I felt so in control. I faltered once because of pain I was going thru and some other stress issues and kicked myself bad. But like a cowboy..... I hopped back in the saddle and am sticking to my guns. Last night I did go to casino for supper .....had 10.00 in my pocket plus my credit cards .....I was determined not to let it beat me. Since my cousin paid for my supper ...I decided to spend the 10.00 on machines......I did and when it was gone ..it was gone .....was so proud of myself. I had my credit cards but wouldn't use them. I told my cousin I wasn't spending anymore and stuck to that .....I told myself .I can do this .....I will not let it destroy me anymore !!! I know that saying I won't ever go there is not something I can do....because its the best place to eat here........but how much I spend is something I have to deal with. Next time I go .....I will leave my credit cards home and take very little money again. I took them this time because I wanted to know if I could do it ....and I did. :)

Your story sounds just like mine. I would win 2K to 8K during every gambling trip and I gambled 4-5 times a week. It is hard to see $250 as a win when you’ve won 12K in a night. All of that winning just stopped... I couldn’t win much/at all and went into major debt and had to file a chapter 13 bankruptcy. It is such a difficult addicition. I hope you are able to keep your property and move on. It is still a struggle for me everyday.

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I just know that I'[m kind of addictive

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