I am new on this group as well. I am feeling very guility.
My husband and I are struggeling to have children so we decided to do foster care, which I feel was a mistake. Or that is how I feel and I know it is a terrible thing to say. She is ok for a child that was rejected and she does try very hard, but she just doesn't fill the need of a own child. She struggles a bit with things she shouldn't really be with but she has come a long way from where she has been and that is why I am feeling very guiltly. Maybe we should have gone for someone younger as she was already 9 when she come to stay with us. Any advice?
So I have been in foster care for 4 years and tommarow is my sweet sixteen. my mom always said that for my 16th birthday She would take me to get the family tatoo and I asked if I could go but my foster parents said no. I also thought about having my friend do it but I dont know if I want to do it without her. This time fo the year has always been tough on me and this year is espically bad. I...
I have a fear of death. Anytime I think about it I have an anxiety attack. I don't really believe in God right now and that's one of my issues. If I did believe then I would still have this fear because even with all of what they say about heaven the thought of going still scares me because its unknown to me. Not believing in God makes me feel two ways. I think I should believe or else...