my declaration is not to forgive my ex ~ he used me and he's selfish and blames everyone else for everything bad, so there is no forgiveness for him. I will forever feel this way ~ on the other hand I forgive myself for trusting a bastard like that. I did not know he lied ~ I did not know he needed so much attention from internet women ~ he lied and it's not my fault he did, he's good at lying and I was not good at seeing the liars out there. I don't trust people as much and maybe that is good. I am well and getting better everyday and for that I feel so very lucky :)