I never learned to love myself. I taught myself that I was unworthy of any affection and that I had to act like another person for a man to like me. I always used sex like it was the worm on the end of my fishing hook. It was how I lured men into my trap because I as a person will never be enough for someone.
It's a very ineffective method of trying to get guys attached to me. Most of the time men use me the same way I use them but they want nothing to do with me emotionally. This hurts me, always has and always will.
Not to say that all men are bad people. Some guys fall for my trap and how do I repay them? by talking and sleeping with multiple other people. No one is enough for me. I'm a broken broken girl at the moment but things can and will change.
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Hi everyone,I have never been on one of these chat groups and of course I'm anonymous. I'm a 46 year old dad of two beautiful daughters and a wife I love dearly. But I struggle with sex addiction.I have always found pornography incredibly addictive. I remember as a kid in the early 1980s when I was first learning about sex finding Playboy magazines with my friends and being totally riven by...